xxsicklyxloversxx's Journals on Buzznet http://xxsicklyxloversxx.buzznet.com/user/journal/ en-us <![CDATA[I no most of you have givin up on me...]]> http://xxsicklyxloversxx.buzznet.com/user/journal/3430141/most-givin-up/ Buzznet xxsicklyxloversxx 2008-11-26T18:30:00Z <![CDATA[Okay...Still in a fight with her.]]> http://xxsicklyxloversxx.buzznet.com/user/journal/3308921/okaystill-fight-her/ She is still trying to start stuff with me.
But i got her so called "best friend"
on my side.
Lets see how long she's still all popular and pretty.
Cause now she has nothing...and she can't hurt people with nothing.
]]> Buzznet xxsicklyxloversxx 2008-11-02T12:59:00Z <![CDATA[A word of advice.]]> http://xxsicklyxloversxx.buzznet.com/user/journal/3212971/word-advice/ avoid them forever.
Cause i''ve been cussed for the second time.
and i'm afraid thats not enough this time.
]]> Buzznet xxsicklyxloversxx 2008-10-17T16:28:00Z <![CDATA[[you people and your tagging!!!!!!!!!!!Gahhh!!!] Why cant he tell me!!!]]> http://xxsicklyxloversxx.buzznet.com/user/journal/3186491/people-tagging-gahhh-why-cant/ Why can't he tell me? TAKE SOME TIME AND PLASE READ THIS. DO IT FOR BRENDON AND RYAN
Take Some time and actually read this
  
This is a GUY TALKING...
  
 
  
IT'S 7TH GRADE...
  

I stared at the girl next to me...She was my so called "best friend"...I stared at her... short, silky hair and I wished she was mine... But she didn't notice me like that... I knew it... After class she walked up to me and asked me to hang out today.....i said yeah she And gave me a kiss on the cheek... I wanted to tell her... I want her to know that I don't want to be "just friends"... I love her but I'm too shy to tell her... And I don't know why...

IT'S JUNIOR YEAR...

My phone rang... On the other end it was her... she was in tears...mumbling on and on about how her love had broken her heart... She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone...So I did...as I sat next to her on the sofa... I stared at her soft eyes...wishing she was mine... After 2
hours... A D rew Barrymore movie... And 3 bags of chips... She decided to go to sleep... She looked at me.. Said "thanks and kissed me on the cheek... I wanted to tell her... I want her to know... That I don't want to be "just friends"... I love her but I'm to shy to tell her... And I don't know why...  
 
  
IT'S SENIOR YEAR...

The day before prom... She walked to my locker... "My date is sick" she said... He's not going to go... Well... I didn't have a date and in 7th grade... We made a promise that if neither of us had dates... We'd go
together just as "best friends"... And so we did...

IT'S PROM NIGHT...

After everything was over with... I was standing at her front door step... I stared at her ... She smiled at me... I wanted her to be mine... But she doesn't think of me like that... And I know it...then she said "I had the best time... Thanks!"... And she gave me a kiss on the cheek... I wanted to tell her... I wanted her to know that I don't
want to be "just friends"... I love her but I'm just too shy...and I don 't know why...

IT'S GRADUATION DAY...

A day passed... And then a week... And then a month... Before I could blink... It was graduation day... I watched her... Perfect body...Floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma... I wanted her to be mine... But she doesn't think of me that way... And I know it...Before everyone went home... She came to me in her smock and
hat... And cried as I hugged her... Then she lifted her head from my shoulders and said "you're my best friend"... "Thanks!"... And gave me a kiss on the cheek... I wanted to tell her.. I wanted to know that I wanted to be more than "just friends"... I love her but I'm too shy... And I don't
know why...

IT'S A FEW YEARS LATER...

Now I sit in the pews of the church... A church that she is getting married in no w ... I watched her say "I do" an drive off to her new life... Married to another man... I wanted her to be mine...But she didn't see me like that... And I knew it... But before she drove away...She came to me and said "You came!... Thanks!"... And she kissed me on the cheek... I wanted to tell her... I wanted her to know that I didn't want to be "just friends"... I love her but I'm just too shy... And I don't know why...

YEARS PASSED...

I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my "best friend"...At the service they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years... This is what it said... "I stare at him... Wishing he was mine... But he doesn't notice me like that... And I know it... I wanted to tell him... I wanted him to know... That I don't want to be "just friends"... I love him but I'm just too shy... And I don't know why... I wish he would tell me he loved me"... I wish I did too... I thou g ht to myself and I cried...

REPOST THIS IN THE NEXT 20 MINUTES AND
SOMEONE WILL TELL YOU THEY LOVE YOU
AND WOULD DO ANYTHING FOR YOU... BUT IF YOU BREAK THIS CHAIN YOU WILL HAVE RELATIONSHIP PROBLEMS FOR THE NEXT 13
YEARS!! SINCE U OPENED THIS SOMETHING GOOD WILL HAPPEN TO U AT 11:52 PM IF YOU'RE A GIRL POST THIS AS "Why cant he tell me!!!" IF YOU'RE A BOY POST THIS AS "I WANNA TELL HER SOOO BAD]]> Buzznet xxsicklyxloversxx 2008-10-14T02:09:00Z <![CDATA[Okay does anyone else.......]]> http://xxsicklyxloversxx.buzznet.com/user/journal/3064391/okay-anyone-else/  http://i225.photobucket.com/albums/dd72/punkupthefunk/Zacky%20Vengeance/ZackyVengeance63.jpg[zacky!]

I find this creepy....

http://republika.pl/blog_rj_3604637/4974830/sz/frank_iero.jpg



Do you see?
]]> Buzznet xxsicklyxloversxx 2008-09-24T06:04:00Z <![CDATA[Kitty posted this a long time ago but...]]> http://xxsicklyxloversxx.buzznet.com/user/journal/3038541/kitty-posted-long-time-ago/
WE gotta stick together,
even more now.

MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE "fans" are getting more,
and worse.

So, as REAL mcr fans,
we gotta stick together,
and shut them up,
or else they will continue to overrun our boys,
that deserve better support.

FROM TRUE FANS,
TO TRUE FANS.

repost it.
please.

to all the REAL fans.

WE`RE AT WAR,
some people believe that MCR is mainstream & only mainstream,
and sadly it starts to become it.

WE as REAL fans,
that loved them BEFORE TBP,
and NOT because they're "cool"
because they are different,
as we are.

Bullied kids,
broken.

as well as mcr,
and just because they finally got what they deserved,
some "new fans" believe they have always been this way.

WE ONCE MORE,
have to go back to the roots of MCR,
and stick together,
as a great BIG family.

I hope that you understand what i mean.



Cheers,
and take care of yourself, and remember the only,
and most precious thing in life...

MUSIC.

and we gotta help now

MCR FACTS

MCR didn't just suddenly appear in 2006.
The Black Parade wasn't their first album.
Their fanbase didn't begin in '06.
Some of us know that.
Some of us are real fans.
Some of us love this band more than anything.
And some people are ruining it.
The Black Parade has gained so many new fans.
"FANS"
Who ruin it for the real fans by taking over.
They're like "omg mcr this mcr that"
Because MCR are 'it' now
We may be happy that they guys are getting recognition they deserve.
But we're not happy at the amount of preppy fans they've gained.
If you are a real fan repost this
]]> Buzznet xxsicklyxloversxx 2008-09-18T21:24:00Z <![CDATA[Ohhhkay this is the last poem i will post that is already written...]]> http://xxsicklyxloversxx.buzznet.com/user/journal/3034811/ohhhkay-last-poem-will-post/ Long lost words whisper...

Is it happening again?

She'll gain it all back and take it away

Why do we love to play these little games?

Not this time sweety.

Your going away.

No more can you touch me.

your words are useless.

Why are your lies so easy  to believe?

I fall into the trap every time...

not this time.

I'm holding on and not letting go.

I can't slip under your lies again

Just block it all out I whisper...

But why does this all sound so familiar?]]> Buzznet xxsicklyxloversxx 2008-09-18T07:50:00Z <![CDATA[Sorry about all the poems but read them!!!]]> http://xxsicklyxloversxx.buzznet.com/user/journal/3034801/sorry-about-all-poems-but/ Unbelievably Naive

Why does this always happen?
You have no idea how much i love you...
I envy that girl who has you...
They always say you really love them if your happy for them...
But i can't just sit and watch her use you...
Do you know how happy i could make you?

Do you see the lengths I'd go to,
for you to say "I love you too"?

I would be 10 times more generous then that girl...
I'd give you everything
I can't give you my heart...
because you already have it.

Do you see the lengths I'd go to,
for you to say "I love you too"?

I can't do anything about it.
I want to scream it so loud,
I'll pray for you to love me too...
But for now your just a fragment of my imaginary love life...
and i fear that's all you will ever be...
So I'll stay in hiding for now.
I can wait it out.
But i swear the second she lets you go,
I'll be there.

Do you see the lengths I'd go to,
for you to say "I love you too"?

]]> Buzznet xxsicklyxloversxx 2008-09-18T07:50:00Z <![CDATA[These are poems i've alreay wrote. All about love...]]> http://xxsicklyxloversxx.buzznet.com/user/journal/3034791/poems-ive-alreay-wrote-all/ fake smiles and lies

I hate that i always have to pretend...
All the fake smiles i put out will fade...
maybe one of these days i'll just stop pretending.
But i can't,
Because i no how much that would hurt you.
It hurts me too.
Then i told my secret.
I could not hold it in anymore...
and i knew it would never come true.
Whats the chance of two loves in one life time?
So i guess i'll keep that "smile",
and all my fake laughs...
but soon i won't be able to hold it in any longer.
Lets see how many people will miss me....
Lets see who laughs last.]]> Buzznet xxsicklyxloversxx 2008-09-18T07:49:00Z <![CDATA[Another poem.]]> http://xxsicklyxloversxx.buzznet.com/user/journal/3033421/another-poem/ It hurts way to much...

And i know you love her...
You tell me all the time.
But have you ever stopped to think,
that you could be mine?
She barely likes you...
I'm dying for a second glance.
She always hurts you,
i would never do that.
I don't think you realize,
what it does to me...
it's what she did to you...
and i'll tell you one thing babe,
it has the same side effects too..]]> Buzznet xxsicklyxloversxx 2008-09-17T21:54:00Z